I’m on a weight loss journey since March 2009. Between March 2009 and September 2010 I was doing it all on my own, gradually changing eating habits to healthier options and adding excercise.
Since October 2010 I’m also following the Slimming World plan.
The last 6 weeks have been a bit of a nightmare. Alltogether I have really only lost 2.5 pounds, even though I had large losses in between, I’ve also had minor gains.
I’ve kept an overly acurate food diary for the last 5 weeks, using the DailyBurn App and website. I’ve also reduced my syns from a total of 105 per 7 days to between 50 and 70 per 7 days! (Slimming World syns = Synergy values of foods. You can have 15 syns a day or for more advanced users, 105 syns over the week.)
As well as that I’ve added more exercise…
I just don’t want to give in to the idea of a plateau. But I’m also more fed up with all of this than I’ve ever been. I’m not at breaking point where I would be in danger of just stuffing myself with naughty foods. I don’t think this is a real danger for me at the moment.
But I’m in such a bad mood, it is unbelievable. And I just don’t know why. I was almost crying during the image session in group yesterday. And my consultant kept trying to lift me up and give me well meant hints. They were all well and good. But I’m in my body, no one else is. Argh.
Doesn’t help that the gym I signed up for has now moved their opening date from 20/10/2011 to 10/11/2011!
But I’m also fed up having weight loss on my mind… I would have called target right at this weight. But silly me wants to jump out of a plane to do a parachute jump for charity, for which I need to be below 15 stone. So I want to lose another 7 lbs. (Even though I only need 4 lbs to cross the “magic” 15 stone line…)
And if I’m really, really honest with myself, I want to get to 196 lbs total weight and not 206 lbs.
Sorry for the long rant.
Any uplifting thoughts anyone? Anything you do / have done that can really boost a loss?